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Letting Go of a Lost Love

“I just can’t get over him,” Kendra said sadly, wiping tears from her eyes. “I especially can’t live with the fact that he is with that woman!”

Kendra was having another challenging day, filled with the ups and downs that come with losing a mate. She came to counseling hoping I could help her digest something non-digestible.

We explored her history. Her husband of seven years, Kevin, left abruptly nine months earlier and was preparing to file for a divorce. As much as she tried, she could find no good reason for him leaving, making his rejection even more difficult to understand.

“What happened in the marriage that might have led up to this?” I asked.

“Nothing,” she said firmly. “Sure, we had our little squabbles, but nothing that would lead to ending a marriage. What kind of man would walk out on his wife like this?”

Kendra spent a few minutes berating Kevin. However, nearly as soon as she berated him, she launched into a dozen reasons why she still loved him. In spite of the fact that he had made it clear their marriage was over, she found herself alternating between clinging and letting go.

“What’s the matter with me?” she asked, week after week during our counseling sessions. “I’ve got to be crazy. Why do I keep the possibilities open when he has said it’s over? He’s with another woman, and I think about taking him back?”

“You’ve been married to him for a long time, Kendra,” I offered reassuringly. “Letting go is never easy, especially when the future is uncertain. You can’t really expect yourself to simply walk away without second thoughts when you’ve loved him as long as you have.”

With those words, Kendra brightened. She wanted hope of any kind.

“But, I’m also not telling you to hold out for hope. It doesn’t look good. Kevin has made his intentions clear. He’s with another woman and shows no intention of coming back to you.”

“So what do I do?” she asked sadly. “I hate this rollercoaster.”

“Yes, I know. You’ll know in time whether he is having any second thoughts. If you see no indications of second thoughts from him, you will have little choice but to move forward with your life.”

My counsel wasn’t the clear-cut answer Kendra wanted. She hated living in limbo and wanted to know precisely what to do. But, how could I tell her what to do since it had been only six months since her husband left. Fortunately, there were many thins she could be doing in the meantime—and perhaps if you’re struggling with letting go of a mate who has left, you can do the same. Here are some strategies offered in my book, Living Beyond a Broken Marriage.

First, go slowly. This is a time of transition and you cannot know exactly what the future will bring. It is a time for thoughtfulness and reflection. You will likely regret making any sudden rash decisions, or making any rash statements to your mate, are likely to be regretted.

Second, get support and counsel. Rejection and the possible dissolution of a marriage are painful times. You’ll need extra care and counsel to know how to navigate the rough times ahead. Wise counsel will help you know how to handle the challenges as well as help you learn from the experience. There are also actions that can be taken to enhance any possibility of saving the marriage.

Third, be honest with yourself. With prayer, Scripture reading, wise counsel, and reflection, you will discover wisdom. You’ll discover the truth of the situation. In Kendra’s case, it had not been long since Kevin left, and the future was still uncertain. However, when honest with herself, she realized that the likelihood of him returning to her was small.

Fourth, do no harm. While Kendra could do little to win her husband back, there was plenty she could do to make him push even further from her. She had sent angry emails. She had been oppositional when he asked to retrieve his things from their home. She had been difficult when it came time for his visitation with their two children. These actions, while understandable, only made him more certain of his decision to divorce her.

Fifth, make wise choices every day. Kendra needs to make wise choices every day that will help stabilize her life. She must carry on with the routines that have helped her so far, such as exercise, meeting with friends, caring for her children and work. She needs to pursue her hobbies that have given her pleasure, journal and pray. In time, and perhaps through the actions of Kevin, she will know if and when it is time to completely let go of her husband.

Finally, trust in the Lord with all your heart. Get good counsel, find supportive friends and family, but place your trust in the Lord (Proverbs 3:5-6). The Lord knows exactly what you’re experiencing and promises not to let you fall. Scripture tells us that He knows when a sparrow falls to the ground (Matthew 10:29). How much more does He care for you and your marriage?

Like Kendra, you may be feeling rejected and abandoned. Your world may be filled with confusion. You must take wise action to save your marriage—and there is much you should do, and much you shouldn’t do. But in the end if you trust in the sovereignty of God, you will be well.

I’d love to hear how these strategies work for you. Please feel free to contact me for further information or advice on Marriage Intensives or consultations on what may be needed to assist you in your marriage. Share your concerns at and read more about The Marriage Recovery Center on my website,

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Comments on this post

# RE: Letting Go of a Lost Love

I am in a very similar situation as Kendra. My husband left 1 year ago. He has been with the other woman since he left and I suspect before. He has made it clear he is not interested in reconciliation, our divorce hearing is next week. I still cannot understand or let go of my marriage. I pray for the Lord to restore his feelings for me but he is further away from me than ever. It is so hard to accept and I am so afraid to let him go.
Left by jen on Dec 10, 2013 2:24 AM

# RE: Letting Go of a Lost Love

I'm so saddened that there are so many of us in this boat! My husband has been having an affair for what I suspect over two years. He has denied it, and I have wanted to believe him. But I've always known the truth. He works out of state, and I recently discovered that they are living together though he doesn't know that I know yet. I will be visiting him soon, and I am unsure how to broach this subject because I'm afraid that he will quit talking to me. I know that I will be OK eventually but my biggest worry is how the kids will handle it. I don't want them to hate their dad. I keep hoping that if he sees how hard I am fighting to keep him than we can still be together.
Left by charity76 on Apr 04, 2014 7:05 AM

# RE: Letting Go of a Lost Love

My husband let me know of his second affair a few days after my birthday last month. I think that there were more than just the 2 and both women(if you want to call them women. I have more colorful names for them) knew he was a married man. The 22nd of this month would have been our 21st anniversary and I don't know how I'm going to get through it except with lots of prayer. He's calling all the time and coming here a couple times almost every day saying that he still loves me and always will. How do I deal with that? My health is bad and the doctor says that I could die from the stress. Please pray for me.
Left by Rhonda on Oct 18, 2014 2:29 PM

# RE: Letting Go of a Lost Love

Dear ladies, I do know how you feel. I too have been struggling with this issue for the duration of my marriage. I have always had doubts & nagging feelings of infidelity & deception. We are now separated & my spouse indirectly confessed soon after that he is moving on & wants a divorce. Ladies all i can say is I know it hurts. But God does not want you to co exist in such torment. Adultery negates the marriage union and severs it. If all you can do in these uncertain times is to Trust in Christ with your future. He is not a man that he should lie. Hold on to Jesus...he will see you through. Remember his perfect will for your lives are good and all things work for good to those that love God & are called unto his purposes. Hold on to Jesus.
Left by JCTECK7 on Apr 12, 2015 12:26 AM

# RE: Letting Go of a Lost Love

I cant let go of the father of my child. he already has a new family and a child with the woman he left me for. I still feel something for him and I hate it. I see him and I want him and I know its wrong please help me.I feel lost and confused.
Left by confusedsoul on Jun 12, 2015 3:50 PM